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Old Love Never Dies by lostone777, literature

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Old Love Never Dies

Wether or not he knows it really, I love him. With the utmost passion. My heart flutters in the weirdest bit, but a flutter of lust. His tingling stare makes me feel like hes touching me not with his hands, but with his eyes. I know his heart feels the same i've felt his heart beat the way mine does. Our death, our love, our sensual beings held hands for just one second like kids do, and it felt like the world's greatest love was just created. He holds me in his arms every night, kisses my eyes to sleep, and dreams with me a dream that no one yet has seen. Nu Love. Nu Dreams Old love never dies, niether does ours.

My Fate by lostone777, literature

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My Fate

Once you think that life is at its worst.. The Best is yet to come.. It takes a hard time to make you cherish the great ones. Its a love that hold you tight and secures you from the world. Its a truth thats only known to those who truely understand it, not just believe in it because youre made to. Its a dedication to better yourself, not to please others, but to please yourself.. Its a light that shows you the way throught the night and the bright day which blinds you Its a blessing.. that leaves you sprung in joy and happy to actually be alive. Its that little bit of sincerity, the facts.. the true love the essential j

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Why? by lostone777, literature

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Why?

why do i feel this way? why is this so harsh ? why do you pass by and never notice me? its like a game always trying to catch your eye i talk to you but it feels like your not there you tell me not to worry you tell me not to care but it hurts me... i thought i needed you to be by my side always and forever yet why am i still here? why do i allow myself to get hurt over and over again? why am i still in lovewith the one that turned me down? why me? why you ? why us ? why this ?

Fallen by lostone777, literature

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Fallen

I've fallen head over heels I've fallen deeply in love with you. My heart started racing the second I talked to you felt weak and didn't know what to say I was startled and shocked I didn't think you would ever do what you did but it happened the first day we were alone I felt different, different in a way that makes you feel beautiful, different in a way that makes you feel cared for and apreciated. It scared me at first I didn't know it could happen so fast but it did,.............. and I'm glad Yes I have fallen fallen fast fallen into love but if it had to be anyone I thank God that it was you!

Wiser by lostone777, literature

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Wiser

Now that I've seen what it's like and been throught it all I curse it, but now I'm wiser I don't regret what I've done and will never think twice on it what happened, happened and now I'm wiser I feel like a piece of me is missing but it's better for you it may take time ......it will take time but I'll get over it I hope that you would too. I loved you then and still love you now my love for you will never subside I guess I can say that what I feel will never go away at least not now. My heart stopped beating when you said yes you opened your doors to me, your heart. I didn't think it was possible but I was knock

Without you by lostone777, literature

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Without you

Laying in a dark room nobody's around I'm sick of life and everything in it I feel empty without you and at night it's hard to sleep it won't be the same without you my life is nothing I miss your hug, your touch I miss your kiss, your sweet voice Without you I am empty and I am confused, lost Without you I question why I live and why I'm here Without you it seems senseless to live, so good bye... I love you

Bloody Bondage by lostone777, literature

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Bloody Bondage

She's sitting in a corner. Her hands tied tightly behind her back. She can hear the buzzing of the flies as they circle around her. Like voltures trying to find their feast, they feast on her rotting flesh. That corner only seems to get darker and the smell gets worse. Something of rotting meat thats been in a a hot room for weeks untouched. Dried blood caped on the walls and a hardened pool on the floor.A broken down homehurt and angered hearts. She wants to slit her throat and die. Can't bare the pain. Hungry, the only thing left to satisfy that need ....herserlf. Cannibal might you say. Slowly bringing her leg up and clenching her teeth ti

The shadow creature by lostone777, literature

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The shadow creature

She's all alone in the woods,......by herself. A dark shadow haunts her, stalking her, it won't leave her alone. Running through the brush as fast as she can, trying not to fall or trip on any tree roots that rose to the surface like the odor that manages to seep through the floor boards of that old house. THe smell of decapitated flesh. She turns around and still the dark shadow is there. As soon as she thinksshe's far enough away, it's there. She can't understand it, why is it always following her? Panicing she feels a sudden jolt. Her body drops to the floor as she feels an in visible restraint, resticted,.....can't move. All of sudden a d

Zombie by lostone777, literature

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Zombie

Look at the world and all thats around it's dead, no one is alive all zombies falling into the same steps day by day and doing what was told of them to do they follow their orders they follow their commands all zombies. Everyone's dead everyone's hollow through the eyes of the looking glass you'll see it everyone's dead all zombies. You can't see it you won't tell society has blinded you from ever seeing it all dead all zombies

Thank you by lostone777, literature

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Thank you

I feel so alone lost in a world of hurt and anger still to this day i feel the pain My love is eternally lost forever taken away i have no idea if i'll ever love again all the hurt and anger scars my heart so deeply Living a life of hell has just stopped every time i think of you the blsde is dropped my hearts been racing when i'm aroud you you've saved my life and i just want to thank you

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As of 04-29-09 by lostone777, visual art

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Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: my mind
Favourite genre of music: Just about any. Mainly metal and alternative
Favourite photographer: Spencer Tunic
Operating System: XP
MP3 player of choice: My own
Shell of choice: Shrimp?
Wallpaper of choice: My own.
Skin of choice: MINE!!!!!!
Favourite cartoon character: mandy (from the grim adventures of billy and mandy)
Personal Quote: "I am who I am and thats all that I am.. Love me or hate me, i dont care"

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Manson

Favourite Movies

The Fountain, No Reservation, SawI II III IV, House of 1000 Corpses.. and so on.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Kataklsm, Disturbed, Cradle of Filth, Marilyn Manson, Opeth, Otep, Fear Factory, Mellowdrone

Favourite Writers

Shakespear, Frost.

Favourite Games

The Sims, Rainbow Six Las Vegas, Crazy Taxi.. and so forth..

Favourite Gaming Platform

360, PS2, and DS

Tools of the Trade

Paper, pen, pencil, and computer, and my mind

Other Interests

Laziness, my bf, education, writting, reading(duh), exploring what i have not yet explored..

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lostone777

Dec 5, 2012

A new leaf

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So now it's been a while since i've been here but i've felt a need to come back and let some things out. Great big happening lately. School, work, family.. the best friend/ love of my life. Right now i'm so confused on what to do about this situation i'm in. I know self confidence has a lot to do with it, but i don't feel i can refrain much longer. As everyone knows i wear my heart on my sleeve that surrounded with devilish looking ways, but in this case.. I don't feel at all right with how things are playing out. It's not a need for control, but since my boyfriend is currently in Sacramento going to school, i'm not sure how to handle a long

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lostone777

Oct 24, 2010

Perfect, Shiney and New?

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Absolutely not even close! Well, things are pretty much the same. Lots of weird things have been happening lately. I do believe in some paranormal/ghostly activity. However, a 92 yr old lady reading my hand and tons of dejavu just happens to follow. I had a dream back in august about my work cathing fire but there were no flames, just charred up walls. Oddly enough, a week later BOOM! A fire at my work, no flames, just smoke?  I'm not sure if thats just coincidental. I have this odd sense i can feel people more. It's hard to explain it. I am a female, so readng peoples body language and so on just comes natural. But, having dreams that p

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lostone777

May 2, 2009

A New Home

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I'm here sitting alone in my new home. My boyfriend, Andrew and I, rented a nice apartment together just recently. We moved in alomost one week ago. It's a nice little studio. Odd enough way back when.. lol. things are working out better than exspected. I know 3 years ago.. i had this instinct i knew what was going to happen, this insight of fate for the both of us. I had this flash of destiny that i'd marry this man some day and we're living together in our OWN place!! Holy hell. Anywho, i'm working. 7 months+ at Gottschalks dept store, which is going out of buisness. How gay. I'm stressed about some things. My newest is feeling like a mot

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LittleWhiteFawn

Oct 24, 2010

Thanks for the favourite of Romance! I'm flattered ^.^

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Sep 4, 2009

i have this craaaaaaaaaaaazzy feeling i know you. XD

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Aug 18, 2009

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Aug 16, 2008

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May 13, 2008

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