lostone777

  why do i feel this way?  why is this so harsh ?  why do you pass by  and never notice me?  its like a game  always trying to catch your eye  i talk to you  but it feels like your not there  you tell me not to worry  you tell me not to care  but it hurts me...  i thought i needed you  to be by my side always and forever  yet why am i still here?  why do i allow myself to get hurt over and over again?  why am i still in lovewith the one that turned me down?  why me?  why you ?  why us ?  why this ?

I've fallen head over heels I've fallen deeply in love with you. My heart started racing the second I talked to you felt weak and didn't know what to say I was startled and shocked I didn't think you would ever do what you did but it happened the first day we were alone I felt different, different in a way that makes you feel beautiful, different in a way that makes you feel cared for and apreciated. It scared me at first I didn't know it could happen so fast but it did,.............. and I'm glad Yes I have fallen fallen fast fallen into love but if it had to be anyone I thank God that        it was you!

Now that I've seen what it's like and been throught it all I curse it, but now I'm wiser I don't regret what I've done and will never think twice on it what happened, happened and now I'm wiser I feel like a piece of me is missing but it's better for you it may take time ......it will take time but I'll get over it I hope that you would too. I loved you then and still love you now my love for you will never subside I guess I can say that what I feel will never go away at least not now. My heart stopped beating when you said yes you opened your doors to me, your heart. I didn't think it was possible but I was knock

Laying in a dark room nobody's around I'm sick of life and everything in it I feel empty without you and at night it's hard to sleep it won't be the same without you my life is nothing I miss your hug, your touch I miss your kiss, your sweet voice Without you I am empty and I am confused, lost Without you I question why I live and why I'm here Without you it seems senseless to live, so good bye...              I love you

She's sitting in a corner. Her hands tied tightly behind her back. She can hear the buzzing of the flies as they circle around her. Like voltures trying to find their feast, they feast on her rotting flesh. That corner only seems to get darker and the smell gets worse. Something of rotting meat thats been in a a hot room for weeks untouched. Dried blood caped on the walls and a hardened pool on the floor.A broken down homehurt and angered hearts. She wants to slit her throat and die. Can't bare the pain. Hungry, the only thing left to satisfy that need ....herserlf. Cannibal might you say. Slowly bringing her leg up and clenching her teeth ti

She's all alone in the woods,......by herself. A dark shadow haunts her, stalking her, it won't leave her alone. Running through the brush as fast as she can, trying not to fall or trip on any tree roots that rose to the surface like the odor that manages to seep through the floor boards of that old house. THe smell of decapitated flesh. She turns around and still the dark shadow is there. As soon as she thinksshe's far enough away, it's there. She can't understand it, why is it always following her? Panicing she feels a sudden jolt. Her body drops to the floor as she feels an in visible restraint, resticted,.....can't move. All of sudden a d

Look at the world and all thats around it's dead, no one is alive all zombies falling into the same steps day by day and doing what was told of them to do they follow their orders they follow their commands all zombies. Everyone's dead everyone's hollow through the eyes of the looking glass you'll see it everyone's dead all zombies. You can't see it you won't tell society has blinded you from ever seeing it all dead all zombies

I feel so alone lost in a world of hurt and anger still to this day i feel the pain My love is eternally lost forever taken away i have no idea if i'll ever love again all the hurt and anger scars my heart so deeply Living a life of hell has just stopped every time i think of you the blsde is dropped my hearts been racing when i'm aroud you you've saved my life and i just want to thank you